supersonic

while everyone is busy training at the range 7 days a week for njc, i've been adopting a more physical approach. working on my endurance and strength so that i can keep my form consistent. and after a full week of training, i am spent. literally and metaphorically. and i am broke too, until i get my allowance. and now i have a load of chemistry to do.

the result. a rather unhappening weekend. couldnt even play com. at least not yet.
but i do remember that rather philosphical phone convo i had with my friend.
"i want to be remembered in history. but if i want that to happen, i must either be a bastard or invent something new."
i think i got what he meant by being a bastard. (you dont know? well go figure it out yourself) especially when we were on the topic of war. gone is the age of chivalry and discovery. enter the age of violence, war and a world full of idiots. if i had a dollar for every person who died unnaturally, i'd be filthy rich. and thats really sad.
my friend was telling me how he'd love to live during the gunpowder age. haha. i'd rather stick around in this time. but if only somebody could find a way to fix things. make it better. i cant think of anyone now. but maybe we are destined to keep fighting on and on. check out all those sci-fi novels. do any of them depcit mankind in the future to be a race promoting universal peace? loll. not quite. especially not warhammer 40k which portrays the entire galaxy bathe in the blood of countless wars. but at least, in that setting, mankind is united as one race. not split up into tiny factions or whatever. and that is a sure improvement from what we see today. but, that didnt happen until 30000 years into the future. wooo. long way to go. hah.

and thank you for listening to my ranting at midnight. on the other hand, thank you for giving me such a cold shoulder. that really helped to make my day.


yea damn random pic. but its a guy suffering. reminds me of something too.